Consistency is key. Argh, I know I will start to see results as I string one good day with another and another and another blah blah blah. But it's so hard because, as far as I'm concerned nothing has changed thus far with my body. I don't feel a loosening in my clothes and I … Continue reading Consistency is key
Category: Health
My body…
My body. Love it or hate it, I have to accept it. Well that's what "they" say, but I don't want to accept it the way it is currently. Today I weigh 87kgs, that's already 1,7kg down from my last official weigh-in a week ago (and I'm due to get my period any day now). … Continue reading My body…
A feeling I can’t put my finger on
A feeling I can't put my finger on. I wasn't going to write anything today, but I'm sitting in bed (it's 9:20pm) and I have a feeling that I can't name; I can put my finger on exactly what it is. I know it feels uncomfortable and uneasy. It makes me feel a little scared … Continue reading A feeling I can’t put my finger on
Severe postnatal depression without psychotic episodes
Severe postnatal depression without psychotic episodes. That was my diagnosis; see, there's always a silver lining. I wasn't having psychotic episodes! Yay!!! That diagnosis was given in February this year, 14 months after my son was born. Yup, that's right, I left it undiagnosed and untreated for 14 whole months! How you ask, well, I … Continue reading Severe postnatal depression without psychotic episodes
Dinner time
Dinner time in our house has become a bit of a nightmare and battle. Since T got sick on holiday (early July) he's not been keen on food, well dinner in particular. For the last few nights it's just been unpleasant with him not really touching his food. This evening I made him parmesan crusted … Continue reading Dinner time